The end of the beginning.
December 19, 2007 was the end of the beginning
the beginning of being all alone
in my own head
because he was just dead.
Stuck in the darkness that I called life.
Just laying there so helpless
I could no longer fight.
My entire everything was now gone.
the person that kept the joy alive
well, he no longer thrived.
He was as stiff as a board
and I was reminded by death
that I am the
sword.
The light in the darkness
I'm not allowed to go out.
All I can do is remain still
while my insides shout.
No one cares for me now
I'm alone in the world.
But my light has to shine
Because I am the sword....
The most important thing you
can do when you're stuck in
your own head
is learn to truly love yourself
and do not fill yourself with dread.
Because being all alone
sometimes
your light becomes so dim.
you have to pay close attention
bec the death whispers will begin.
-BEK
