lost.
It's really fucking sad but I'm realizing it's true.
I've been so numb inside, since the day I lost you.
You showed me how to live and how to love life.
I honestly want to die every time i see a big knife.
Then maybe I would be with you again. and I could smile for real.
The pain inside doesn't hide, it feels like it will never heal.
I was given a dad who was lost and sad.
But every time I saw you, you made me glad.
You made me laugh and have fun every day.
I just can't believe you were taken away.
you were so full of life, happiness, and joy.
I can't believe how much losing you destroyed me inside.
I feel so alone.
I don't know where to go.
It's hard to sleep when you don't always want to wake.
I miss the times we shared. its not fair. i know, lifes unfair.
You were taken too soon
But I'll always have you when i look up to the moon.
-bek
